Backwashed To Perfection

i always update. it is amazing.

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 03:38:55 GMT

WOW i remember my password! i'm so tight! let's see... where to begin? I got 2nd in greco state, made team indiana (44 kids in indiana make it), went to shitty team camp, which... was shitty. I saw Casey for the first time EVER IN MY LIFE, and that was hardcore. I got a tattoo of shooting stars on my chest... uhm.. i turn 18 in two months.... i started getting on AIM again.. I quit my job at Lone Star, and applied at infinite other places that apparently are racist, went to prom, king's island twice, and am a broke hoe... i have team indiana camp in july, not stoked.. i haven't talked to eriq since the glaciers melted, but i talked to paul on the phone for like two hours at four in the morning, or so it felt.. i'm going to ozzfest (yuck) with my brother so he can see iron maiden, but i'm seeing motley crue in september, and they kick ARSE. I've hung out with Zem a few times. I love that girl so much. I like sex in the city. i wish it was still on. i missed the simpson's today. SNAP. american dad sucks. happy father's day

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 15:30:33 GMT

happy st. patty's day yesterday, everyone... i start at lonestar today. i'm happy happy and full of joy. i'm really hungry right now... maybe i'l eat at work! i spent all 1st period today designing the tattoos i'm getting for my 18th birthday. I have 8 in my mind, but i'm gonna change one of them because i was gonna get the same thing on both arms and now i decided that's stupid. soooooo anyone got any ideas? my friend mike has pharaoh written across his stomach, and has the egyptian symbol for eternal life on his back. he's getting the gods of good and evil on his arms, and it's pretty cool. i kinda like the egyptian theme.. anyways, i'll get back to sketching. i'll post again within the next few days hopefully.
good luck to all those who wrestle at cadet folkstyle state tomorrow.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 15:24:38 GMT

alright, you've got me.. i'll make an entry. i wrestled at evansville reitz saturday and placed second at 119. go me. evansville is the best city in the state at wrestling. i'm in a new band called the species, and between wrestling on the team, the PM wrestling club, Perry Elite, and this band... i have absolutely no free time whatsoever. I've been getting some college stuff sorted out... i've been talking to University of Southern Indiana, and Michigan State University... i'm leaning more toward USI, because the tuition is cheaper and it's in the state... it's actually further away from here than MSU, but i don't have to pay out of state taxes and so forth. I'm going to C9 for marketing next year, so i won't be around at Perry.. I lettered in wrestling and have already paid for and ordered my jacket, it'll be in before spring break. speaking of spring break, i'm going to florida for the first time ever! i'm pretty stoked about that. I'm going to Ft. Meyers with Johnny Urich. we're leaving next wednesday. I got a job at lonestar, and i start friday. that's pretty cool. i'll be getting some mula. i'm moving out over the summer after i turn 18, so this is kinda the beginning of the end for me. I can't wait till school ends and wrestling calms down... so i can just work and get money, and support my son....

that last part was a joke.. haha.

wow

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 02:22:27 GMT

don't worry, it hasn't been over a month since i updated or anything ::shifts eyes::... soo... wrestling has been a pain in the ass, but as far as ass pains go, it hasn't been the worst. Sunday is a tournament. Border Wars. It's at Lawrence Central, so anyone who wants to watch Kyle kick some ass, go! If i place in the top four, I go to Border Wars nationals. yay. i've been going to a lot of church stuff lately with Jayson Deese. it's been very enjoyable. i'm not super religious, but i've been having fun. i'll continue to go every other sunday to adoration at Our Lady Greenwood. Ben Coe goes there. Ben Coe is a great man. I've been hanging out a lot more with my friend Jimmie on the weekends. It's been fun. I miss Ryan. I made a new friend, her name's Tito. I love Tito, she rocks. This weekend was crazy. I don't really wanna talk about it, but it was just crazy. I went through Edgewood haunted house by myself. Jimmie and I let our group go before us so we could go alone. i went first, and a few minutes later, jim entered. it was one of the scariest times of my life. that haunted house kicks ass. I got my new wrestling shoes. they're great. I also got last year's Cael Sanderson's. They're Asics, which i love, and i'm gonna wear them mostly. I know i'm wearing them at Border Wars. Tomorrow night is open wrestling in the wrestling room at the Highschool, so i won't be online most likely. Wed. and Thurs. are the same. I really hope my friends come out and see me this year. Oh yeah, i've been talking to Lindsay Quyle a little lately, thought i'd give a shoutout to her. I hope she reads this lol. My band's site is www.sevenstoryfall.tk and everyone's talking shit on the guestbook, so join in if you wish. Goodnight, fellow Hoosiers (or maybe not)

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 03:10:05 GMT

just so you guys know... i rigged that, don't expect to put in your name and have a possibility of getting those answers. sorry to disappoint you.

Meanwhile

school is good, easy... wrestling starts tuesday. yay? tomorrow is the ALR show, that i might have to miss because i have to take my bro to guitar cause my parents won't be home... if only the show wasn't at the emerson... ugh... oh well, i have their cd and i've seen them a few times, i'll survive. plus i'm sure i'll get the details. have a good night, united states.

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 02:55:50 GMT

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Big Dick
Super Power	Highly Toxic Sperm
Enemy	Boys
Mode Of Transportation	Weiner Mobile
Weapon	My Own Big Dick

Quiz created with MemeGen!

"do you ever think 'oh my god, oh my god i am huge' dadadada" ::sings::

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:32:15 GMT

the subject line is what chris was singing at the time "dooooo you ever think...." hahaha he's hilarious!!! I've been talking to Ashley a lot lately.. she's so awesome. I'm going to her house for her birthday i guess. AWESOME. my birthday is saturday. 17 woohoo. Being a junior is nice... my schedule is easy. HAHAHAHA my brother said "Mr. Barnhizer hasn't done anything gay yet" and Chris said "well you haven't seen what's been going on under the desk" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH that's the funniest thing I've ever heard!!! I have the sleepy sillies. I'm gonna go to bed a lil early tonight i guess. No one is online except ashley and lindsey.. and lindsey is bored, but that's okay i guess.. Ashley is entertaining enough.. aww she's sad :( GET HAPPY or else bad things will happen ::shakes fist:: tomorrow is a silver day. that means... biology, journalism, U.S. History, and English. YIPPEE i like silver days!! woohoo.
..ENDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 04:42:23 GMT

got up at two... aaron kriel called me and told me to take a five minute shower. I picked him up at zach gribble's house after i got ready and drove, of course. On the way to the mall (we didn't have money so decided to go somewhere fun and free) he told me that zach still thought i was gay. haha... everyone thinks i'm gay. I dropped aaron back off at zach's and picked up kristi at lindsey's.. because i hadn't hung out with just kristi in an eternity. we went to ritters and she got a banana split. I got a chocolate malt cause i wasn't hungry. then we went to douglas macarthur and played on the new playground + swung a lot. after that we ventured back to lindsey's where kristi, lindsey, ryan, and i watched dumb and dumber... then i left in the middle of it and went home and got online and talked to ashley (she's in florida now) which was a treat.. ashley is a cool girl. i guess she's been kristi's friend since they were itty bitty things, but i've only seen her at lindsey's house haha. i was hoping i'd see paul at the mall today... but then again, i was with aaron kriel and they hate eachother.. so that wouldn't have been too pretty. i love paul. i love eriq too. i miss that kid a lot. eriq, if you read this.. let's hang out next week. i'll probably call him anyways, this can just be the heads up. this is a long entry, probably one of my longest.. i haven't updated much lately. sorry guys, i'll try to keep up. The other day at lindsey's i saw brian popp (jaw drops).. i missed that kid so much. his hair is different, and his lip-ring is beautiful. i love brian. August 14th is gonna be an awesome show. Still Remains and Bowels of Judas. Still Remains rock, and i haven't heard bowels of judas, but ryan loves them.. so i hope they're good. it's only 8 bucks. i need knew shoes. DONE.

I swear to god... this is how i said i would die (besides the massive killing rampage with ryan)

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 07:01:38 GMT

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will jump off of the nearest, highest building
How many tries will it take?	12
When will you commit suicide?	February 12, 2029
What will your suicide note say?	Maybe now you'll care

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 02:56:22 GMT

001) What time did you start this?: 9:25 PM
002) Name?: kyle
003) Date of birth?: 8/21/87
004) Sex?: Male
005) Height?: 5'6"ish
006) Eye color?: green
007) Weight?: About 110
008) Location?: Indianapolis
009) Where were you born?: Eagledale, Indiana
012) Do you have crush on someone?: My Megan
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: Yes
015) How long have you been together? A little over a month.
016) What are you wearing right now?: tight lime green shirt, wrestling shorts
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: I plan not to
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? No
019) Are you a virgin?: yes
020) Do you smoke?: I have, but i don't
021) Do you drink?: i have, but i don't
022) Are you ghetto?: I was
023) Are you a player?: No
024) What are your favorite colors?: grey, black
025) What is your favorite animal?: stuffed animal
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: no
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: in wrestling
028) Who are your best friends?: eriq, ryan, megan, kristi, zem, lindsey
029) Have you ever beat someone up? yeah.. neighbor fights...
031) Have you ever been slapped?: megan smacks me all the time
032) Do you get online a lot?: yeah
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: outgoing in life.. shy with people i don't know
034) Do you shower?: at least once a day
035) Do you hate school?: yes
036) Do you have a social life?: not much right now
037) How easily do you trust people? not very.
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: I'm pretty open... i don't lie much. if you ask i'll tell
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? No
040) Would you ever sky dive?: Yes, my dad used to
041) Do you like to dance?: No
068) Have you ever been out of state?: Yes
069) Do you like to travel?: Yes
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: almost but they just made me spend a week in detention
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Sorta... i love my friends
072) Are you spoiled?: No.
073) Are you a brat?: No
074) Have you ever been dumped?: Yes
076) What's your favorite drink?: Mountain Dew
077) Do you like Snapple?: Yes
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: Yes... a lot lot lot
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Crest
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: No
081) Do you have a curfew?: 12:30 usually
082) Who do you look up to?: good guitarists
083) Are you a role model?: I'm not sure.
085) What name brand do you wear the most? Saucony's
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: necklaces
087) What kind of piercings do you have? both ears, right twice, but the second one closed, and the right ear closed.. i used to have my bellybutton
088) What do you want pierced?: My lip, tongue, nipples
089) Do you like taking pictures?: love to
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: usually not
091) Do you have a tan?: yeah
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: Some things really annoy me.
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: No
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: No
095) Do you have your own pool?: No, but we have a boat.
096) Do you have any siblings?: Dustin, Mathew, Derek
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxer briefs haha
098) Have you ever been played?: no
099) Have you ever played someone?: i'm not a player
100) Do you get along with your parents?: My dad most of the time
102) How do you vent your anger?: sleep... or be very quiet
103) Have you ever run away?: no
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: sorta.. i've been "released"
105) Do you even have a job?: I can't... too much wrestling
106) Do you daydream a lot?: All the time
107) Do you have a lot of ex's?: kinda
108) Do you run your mouth?: Not really
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: stars or something on my elbows, and sleeves of some stuff
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: nothing
111) What are your favorite flowers?: dandelions... they're SO free
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: short, blonde hair, blue eyes
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: curly hair, gorgeous eyes.. real cutie
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: Yes
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: I can't remember
116) Are you rude? no
117) What was the last compliment you received?: my mom told me i looked strong today when we went to denny's
118) Do you like getting dirty?: yeah
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie/outie...
120) Are you flexible?: to an extent
121) What is your heritage?: Irish mainly
123) What does your hair look like right now?: messy
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: if i had to
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: hmm... i've never really had a real bad one... but lindsey hurt pretty bad
126) Describe your looks?: skinny
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color: purple or pink or turqois
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: Yes
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: Yes
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: a long time ago
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: I went on a little one with megan a little bit ago
132)Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: I would rather not give an answer haha
133) Have you ever given? No
134) Have you ever received? No
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder? the one in wrestling where i don't eat to lose weight
136) Do you have one now?: No
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: who cares?
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: no
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: i have my dad's build, but my mom's hair and skin color and stuff
141) Do you cry a lot?: when i'm sad
142) Do you ever cry to get your way? naw
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: ew... i like having arms and legs and a wang
144) What phrase do you use most on the phone?: "hey"
145) Are you the romantic type?: sure
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: some crazy old man with a gun
147) What do you like most about your body?: My arms
148) What do you like least about your body?: My legs, my abs
150) When was the last time you threw up?: A long time ago
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Brunettes
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: black and white pumas
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: Yes
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: No
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: No
158) What color are your underwear right now?: Black and grey
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 7 1/2 - 8
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: None
162) What is your screen name on AIM: Teardrops Sting                                                                                                                               163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: sure
164) How are you feeling right now?: fine                                                                                                                                                 165) When was the last time you were at a party?: I don't know... a long time. maybe last summer                                                                    166) Have you ever given a lap dance?: HAHA naw
167) What do you sleep in?: Nothing or boxers                                                                                                                                         168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yeah... the rumor that I'm gay
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: I hold grudges                                                                                                                              170) What is one of your good qualities? I work hard
171) Would you marry for money?: Nope
172) What do you drive?: '69 GTO
173) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: I get along with my dad better                                                                                               174) When was the last time you cried in school?: 8th grade, chris judy was getting kicked out of school
175) Do you wear Chucks?: Sometimes
187) What time are you finishing this?: 9:55 PM

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 07:13:25 GMT

i know we've had our ups and downs.. and tonight wasn't the best night. but, i love you.. and i mean that.

bottoms up!!!

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:32:41 GMT

How to make a clash_with_tile

Ingredients:
5 parts competetiveness
5 parts ambition
1 part empathy

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

kapow!

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 19:44:53 GMT

yesterday megan came over and took pictures. that's why i have a new livejournal background and icon. i hope everyone loves it.

beginning of the endless beginning of ends

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 22:03:20 GMT

1. First Name: Kyle
2. Middle Name: Andrew
3. Last Name: Kendall                                                                                                                                                                              4. Hair Color: brown, finally
5. Hair Style: short                                                                                                                                                                                  6. Eye Color: Blue/green
7. Height: 5'6" ish
8. Location: Indianapolis
9. Birthday: August 21, 1987
10. Zodiac Sign: leo                                                                                                                                                                               11. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Yes
12. Do you have a crush?: My girlfriend

Favorites
13. Favorite Animal: monkey or piggy
14. Favorite Sport: Wrestling                                                                                                                                                                  15. Favorite Color(s): purple
16. Favorite Friend/Friends: Eriq, Ryan, Megan, Kristi, Lindsey
17. Favorite Online Friend/Friends: Lindsey, Ryan, Kristi
18. Favorite Song/Songs: The Cure "Lovesong", Folly "don't shoot the piano player, he's doing the best he can"
19. Favorite movie quotes: "does this shirt make me look gay?" "no" "::tucks bottom into top to make it look like a bra:: how about now?"
20. Favorite Store: Goodwill
21. Favorite Feeling: pride and love
22. Favorite Shoe: Sauconys
23. Favorite Scent: Lovespell
24. Do you wear make-up?: OMG I have the most gorgeous stuff.. I don't know what it's called cause I'm a boy, but I'll show you! ;)
25. In a guy, do you want more personality or looks?: my man has to be handsome                                                                                          26. What kind of personality do you like in a guy?: The kind of personality where that guy.. is megan
27. Do you move fast or slow with a guy?: slow
28. What is your idea of the perfect guy?: your mom (had to do it)
29. Would you ever ask a guy out?: naw
30. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes: Brunettes.. hate blonde hair
Love/Life
31. What is the first thing you notice about guys?: uh.. what kind of person they are
32. What do you want to be when you grow up?: An english teacher
33. Do you sleep w/ stuffed animals?: no
34: How far have you gotten?: in this country? california

Friends
35: Do you have a best friend?: Yes
36: Whos is your best friend?: I've got more than one.
37: Who do you e-mail the most?: whoever emails me... i only reply
38: Who is the meanest?: Siegfried or Roy
39: Who's the loudest?: LINDSEY!

Within the last 24 hours, have you...
40: Had a serious talk?: Yes
41: Hugged someone?: Yes
42: Get along well with your parents?: Yes
43: Fought with a friend?: No

Do you like to...
44: Give hugs?: Yes!
45: Give back rubs?: why not, eh?
46: Take walks in the rain?: if it's warm
47: You ever have that falling dream?: Ewwwwww yes
48: What color is your floor/carpet in your room? Red
49: When you chew gum, what kind?: the chewy kind
50: Do you use chapstick? no
51: How do you plan on spending the summer?: wrestling and laying around, seeing megan too

Did You Ever
52. Drink?: Yes
53. Smoke?: Yes
54. Drugs?: Yes
55. Sex?: No
56. Made Out?: Yes
57. Go on a date?: Yes
58. Go to the movies?: Yes
59. Go to the mall?: Yes
60. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: Yes
61. Eaten sushi?: No
62. Been on stage? Yes
63. Been dumped?: Yes
64. Had someone be unfaithful to you?: Yes
65. Watched the smurfs?: Yes
66. Hiked a mountain?: No
67. Made homemade cookies?: Yes
68. Been in love?: Yes
69. Seen the White House?: No

MoRe StuFF
70. Are you popular?: sometimes
71. Are you pretty?: I look bad most of the time, but I can clean up nice
72. Do you have your own phone line?: My house has one phone.. let alone phoneline
73. What is your fav word to say?: gonnoherpasyphalaids
74. What is your fav phrase to say?: your vacuum cleaner ate my pants, there was nothing I could do

What is it right now
75. What time? : 4:59 PM
76. What are you doing right now?: Taking a survey, and listening to Iron Maiden
77. What song are you listening to?: Iron Maiden "the dream of mirrors"
78. What are you wearing?: P.J. pants, Ataris shirt, my hat
79. What color are your nails?: natural

Preferences
80. Cold or hot?: Cold
81. Lace or satin?: Satin
81. Blue or Red?: Red
82. New or old?: Old
83. Rain or snow?: Rain
84. Give or receive?: Give
85. Wool or cotton?: Cotton
86. Rose or Daisy?: Daisy
87. Private school or public school?: Public
88. Chocolate milk or plain milk? Chocolate
89. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: Fahrenheit.. I HATE CELSIUS, it's confusing
90. Spring or Fall? Spring, further from winter
91. History or Science?: History

FRIDAY

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 19:03:27 GMT

mmmmkay... I've kinda been too busy/too not-caring-about-livejournal to update for a while. As some of you know, I have wrestling Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at 6 a.m. to 10 a.m. and practice on Tuesday at 6 p.m... so my schedule sucks, right? Oh, it gets worse! This Wednesday I'm going to a wrestling camp in Trafalgar, and I have 5 1/2 hours of wrestling and 1 1/2 hours of running per day... yes... nice, eh? Needless to say, I'm not having an easy summer... but FRIDAY Megan and I officially became boyfriend/girlfriend, which cancels out a whole summer of shit, plus!!! I saw Kristi and Lindsey for the first time since school let out! I've been talking to Kristi online and we're like "yeah... we need to see eachother" and never plan anything, and we collided into eachother at the mall! I hope they liked my short hair... it's different. Anddddd yesterday I want to Megan's cousin's wedding... it was nice. I saw the coolest doggie ever! he was wearing a tux and a hat! And then we drove to the reception, and I went to the mall to eat, cause they didn't have me as a planned guest, so I didn't have no food there.. I ate pizza and spaghetti instead, which was way way way good... I love italian food. Then I went back to the reception hall and tried to dance (I'm white...anyone who's seen me dance understands) and then I went home and started Scary Movie, but Megan called so I talked to her for a few hours... Annnnnnd then I finished Scary Movie, ate some food, and fell asleep. In other news, Brendon broke up with Wong. Now I'm mad at Brendon.. he broke up with her because he turned seventeen, and there was too much of an age gap. That's personally what pisses me off, because I talked about this with him the day before he asked her out, and he seemed to have gotten over it.. The girl can't help her fucking age! She's more mature than most highschoolers, and he dumps her based on her fucking age! ugh. Kyle mad. I saw Eriq for a few seconds last night, and those were my boner seconds for the day of Saturday, June 12, 2004.

Mon, 31 May 2004 04:52:56 GMT

Every time she talks to me it's like she's kissing me with her words

... ... ... ...

Tue, 25 May 2004 01:56:15 GMT

Alright, I'm really really... pissed off. I'm gonna start off talking about how awesome yesterday was.. Maybe I'll cool off. I went to Megan's for dinner.. it was SO good. Her mom is really really nice, and her sister and her boyfriend are cool. We listened to this really funny comedian after dinner... he was a redneck, he was talking about shaving pubes. hahaha.. he said "if I were a girl I wouldn't shave.. I would look like I was smuggling chewbacca in my bikini at the beach" hahaha! Okay and now onto today... Umm... I'll just show you:

BGRenagade09: you wrestle? i hate wreslting
Teardrops Sting: Are you serious?!
BGRenagade09: man handling other guys when you both are wearing spandex?...i think not BGRenagade09: i'm a hardass football kinda guy
Teardrops Sting: You have no idea how badly I want to kick your ass right now
BGRenagade09: not an.....i wanna feel your spandex body kinda guy
BGRenagade09: i'm not that kinda guy

I am so pissed off... I never had anything against this guy.. I never did anything.. He's like.. Zem's boyfriend, and I try to like him. I like her ex boyfriend.. And Zem always tells me how happy this guy makes her.. I tried, I hate him. Sorry man, I hate you...

I think I captured your essence in a poem. The one that reads "kiss or cut the throat."

Sat, 22 May 2004 01:55:57 GMT

"I don't wanna wake up ten years from now with the same dust on my shoes. I don't wanna wake up to the same shade of blue, and I know that I just want to wake up next to you. "

Hey... I am so pissed that I didn't get to go to Dave's last show with A Lovely Revenge... So I'm doing a tribute in my livejournal. I know that Dave and the rest of ALR will never read this, but you guys will... I love Dave.. and his lyrics. ENJOY MY FAVORITES

"Your pretty eyes just never could break the stone around my heart." "I never really accepted you as a part of me." " And I heard so much about the first time magic." "Cause I am coming back with the pride of a lion, and I'll rip you apart" "I'm too blind to ever see a good thing when it's thrown at me. Too much pride to ever leave a good thing when it just burns me."

My favorite song of theirs is New Hampshire To Burn...

"and I can't be angry because we both knew one day we'd bleed right through. We will bleed right through, spreading stains on white carpet. We will bleed right through--our hearts will dies our eyes will bleach."

I love A Lovely Revenge... best of luck to them with their new singer.

I watched my aspirations crash into the ground

Sun, 16 May 2004 23:20:10 GMT

Yesterday I took Casey to his first show. It was awesome. Megan showed up. Some guy hit on her.. and every time she tried to talk to me he pulled her away. It was crazy. I was jealous. Anyways, Into the Silence played, and they were good. Sleeve broke his neck. I patted his shoulder. Ryan broke his side. I kissed my hand and touched it. Casey came over, and we just sat around for a long time, and watched Analyze That. It was funny. I went and saw Paul's pictures in skin quake twice yesterday. The pics of him getting his tongue split are crazy. He looked so young in some of those pictures. Paul touched Casey's penis a couple times. Neato, neato. Our yearbooks suck, every name is spelled wrong. haha. I wanted to go to Megan's to eat tonight, but my parents are being fools.. so I can't for some reason. I'm crying on the inside and frowning on the out. Finals are dangerously soon. Bring em' on. I'm ready. I'm gonna pass them all. Finals = fags. I'm gonna stop writing.

Megan <3

monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, DANCIN ON A FRIDAY NIGHT

Thu, 13 May 2004 03:50:28 GMT

SO..... big test tomorrow... didn't study, forgot book = SHIT. Tomorrow is like... the last hard day of the year.. blue days suck, and it's the last blue day of the last week before finals. ::sigh of relief:: So.. I have a newfound love for Dairy Queen. It rocks my socks. I'm listening to the darkness if you can't tell by my subject title. I love the Darkness. blah blah blah blah blah. I'm just updating this to update. Saturday is a really sucky show. Project Bottlecap, Mae, Re Vera. No one should go. If you do, say hi to me.. CAUSE I'LL BE THERE.. and I'll be hating every minute of it. You ask why I go??? "how dare you question my ability to choose which show I wanna make an appearence at" I would reply. SO TIRED. SO TIRED. SO TIRED!!! <3 Megan Renae Bates

fuzzy wuzzy wuz a bear

Mon, 10 May 2004 22:51:13 GMT

I can NOT wait to meet my best buddy. Jimmie Edwards and I are gonna take our buddies to movies and stuff. It's gonna rock. I can't wait to see Megan's concert tomorrow. She's rockin the bass and clarinet. right-o. I need lunch money. I'm out. I need school to be over. Ugh. Eight days. Ugh. Too many days. Ugh. I only want two days. Ugh. We get out yearbooks friday. I'm not even gonna finish this entry...

People = Shit

Mon, 10 May 2004 01:54:11 GMT

welly welly well... it's mothers day.. again. It's ALWAYS mothers day. Today is Ryan and Lindsey's one month. I hope they stay together for a long long time. They're so great together. I straightened my hair yesterday, and I'm buying a straightener tomorrow cause I like it like this. I'm drinking tea and it's really good!.. I haven't talked to Eriq for a while. I keep wanting to IM him, but I really don't know what to say. I love Eriq. I'm watching survivor, I'm really bored. I don't know what to say so... bye.

Sun, 09 May 2004 05:43:25 GMT

what is your full name?: Kyle Andrew Kendall
spell your first name backwards: elyK
date of birth: 8/21/87
male or female: Male
atrological sign: Leo
nicknames: Bean
occupation: High School, job hunter
Height: 5'6" ish
Weight: 115 ish
Hair color: light brown/ hint of red
Eye color: green/hazle
Where were you born: Eagledale, IN
Where do you reside now: Indianapolis, IN
Age: 16
Screen names: teardrops sting
E-mail addy: frijugnome@yahoo.com
What does your screen name stand for: My emo side
Pets: Dog
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 16
Piercings: I don't wear any but I've had dozens
Tattoo's: Shitty lightening bolt I need colored and re-done
Shoe size: 8 1/2 -9
Righty or lefty: Righty
Wearing: torn jeans, longjohns shirt, hat
Hearing: tv
Feeling: Tired.. wanna talk to Megan
Eating/drinking: Nothing

Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff..

Have you ever been in love?: Not really
How many people have you said "i love u" to: A lot before high school.. before I knew anything
you been in REAL love with?: I don't know
How many people have you kissed?: 6
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?: No
How many people have you dated?: I don't know
What do you look for in a guy/girl?: trust
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for?: the nice ones
Do you have a crush right now?: Yepppppppppppppp
If so who is it?: secretjouoqbnahvoagh
Do you believe in love at first sight?: It would be love based on looks.. how shallow!
Do you remember your first love?: Who forgets love?
Who is the first person you kissed?: Kristi Cline, freshman year (I'm shy)
Do you believe in fate?: Yes
Do you believe in soul mates?: Yes

Family Stuff..

How many siblings do you have?: 3
What are your siblings names?: Dustin, Mathew, Derek
What are your parents names?: Lynn and Michaela
How many siblings does your mother have?: 4
How many siblings does your father have?: 3
Where are your parents from?: Indiana
Is your family close?: Yes
Does your family get together for holidays?: Yes
Do you have a drunk uncle?: no
Any medical problems run through your family?: Heart disease
Does someone in your family wear a toupee?: Not to my knowledge
Do you have any nieces or nephews?: One of each
Are your parents divorced?: No
Do you have step parents?: No
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family?: Nope
Did some of your family come to America from another country?: Ireland

Music Stuff..

What song do you swear was written about you or your life?: I dunno
What's the most embarrassing cd you own?: Norah Jones
What's the best cd you own?: Feable Weiner "dear hot chick".. every song is good
Do you sing in the shower?: Every second
What song reminds you of that special someone?: "blah" by "...blah"

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits..

What color are your sheets?: I only have one, it's blue
What color are your bedroom walls?: Yellow
Do you have posters on your wall?: Tons
Do you have a tv in your bedroom?: Yep
How many pillows are on your bed?: 2
What do you normally sleep in?: I can't
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: red ones that I have
What size bed do you have?: small
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: twin bed
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom?: Nope
Any unusual sleeping positions?: No.. But I have to cuddle with a pillow.
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?: No
Do you snore?: Yeah
How about drool?: No
Do you have an alarm clock in your rooom?: Yep
What color is the carpet in your room?: Red
What's under your bed?: Carpet

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following?..

Eminem: Prejudice, but not racist.
Virgins: Don't have sex
The Osbournes: What a way to take advantage of your dad's status..
Reality TV: What people do for money is hilarious
J.Lo: whore
Emo music: Helps me through hard times
Valentine's Day: Unfair
Christina Aguilera's comeback: I never knew she left...
Homosexuals: Love them
Abortion: Some people shouldn't have kids
Inter-racial relationships: Awesome
Murder: WHY?
Death: WHY?
Obesity: Fat guys rock
Pornography: Paul
Prostitution: only the grossest people fuck prostitutes.. so they're nasty
George W. Bush: bastard
Britney's boobs: fake
Gas prices in America: I have to pay them.. they suck

Have You Ever..

Mooned anyone: From a school bus!
Been on a diet: Wrestling diet
Been to a foreign country: Mexico
Broken a bone: Yeah
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: Never
Swear at a teacher: ONCE
Dated a teacher: Nope
Laughed so hard you peed your pants: No
Thought about killing your enemy: Sure!
Gone skinny dipping: No
Told a little white lie: Yes
Told a secret you swore not to tell: No
Stolen anything: Yes
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: Yeah
Been on TV: Yes
Been on the radio: Yes
Been in a mosh pit: Yep
Been to a concert: Yeah
Dated one of your best friends: No
Loved someone so much it makes you cry: No
Deceived somebody close to you: No
Broken the law: Yes
Came close to dying: Yes
Terrorized a babysitter: No
Snuck out of the house at night: Yes
Been so drunk you don't remember your name: Yes
Smoked: Yes
Been arrested: Nope
Had your tonsils removed: No
Gone to camp: Yes
Won a bet: Yes
Written a love letter: Yes
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: I've put up with a lot
Written a love poem: Yes
Kissed in the rain: No
Participated in an orgy: No
Asked a friend for relationship advice: Yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf: No
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: No
Gotten a speeding ticket: Yep
Done jail time: No
Had to wear a uniform to work: No
Won a trophy: Yes
Thrown up in public: Yes
Bowled a perfect game: No
Failed/got held back: No
Got perfect attendance in grade school: No
Taken ballet/karate lessons: No
Attempted suicide: Never

Childhood Stuff..

Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes: Other peoples'
Did you own Treasure Trolls: Billions
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210: No
Did you play Simon Says: Yes
Did you watch Fraggle Rock: No
Did you wet the bed: A couple times
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: Yes
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: No
Were you spoiled: No
Did you go to the circus: Yes
Did you go to the zoo: Yes
Were you in a car accident: A few months ago
Did you build snowmen: Yes
Did you cry when you scraped your knee: No
Were your older cousins mean to you: No
Did you think slinkies were cool: Yes
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer: No
Were you afraid of the dark: I've always hated the dark
Did you have slumber parties: No
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: No
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany: No
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy: Yes

Randomness

Do you believe in aliens: No
Name three things that are next to your computer: My Clash dvd, gameboy, mouse
Do you wish MTV would play music videos: Do I wish MTV would go to hell? Yes!
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: Comedy
What would your movie star name be: Bean
Do you play any sports: Wrestling
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen: The Ring
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: Along Came Polly
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen: Blazing Saddles
What is your dream car: my car (minus) eating so much gas
Do you think your good looking: If I try really hard I feel better about my looks
Do others think you are good looking: I've gotten many mixed responses. Everyone has someone who finds them attractive
Would you ever sky dive: Yes.. my dad used to be a skydiver
Do you believe in Bigfoot: No
How many rooms do you have in your house: 12
Are you afraid of roller coasters: scared to death
Do you believe in God: Yes
Do you believe in Satan: If God is real, he said there's a satan.
Do you believe there is a heaven: I sure hope
Do you believe there is a hell: if hitler isn't being tortured as we speak, I'm very dissappointed
Do you own a pooltable: No
Do you have a pool: YES
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: luckily
Do you like chocolate: IN LOVE WITH CHOCOLATE
Who/what is on your 2004 calendar: Lucille Ball
Ever wished on a shooting star: Ever seen a shooting star?
Do you carry any weapons on you: naw
What is your weakness: compliments
Name something you can't get enough of: tea
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: thoughtful, reassuring, unorganized
How many kids do you want to have: At least one boy
Future daughters names: Rain, Amy, Robin
Future sons names: ________________
What is your ideal way to die: Falling... falling.. stop falling
How do you release stress: W-R-E-S-L-I-N-G
Do you consider yourself a trendy person: why not, eh?
Are you an artistic person: average
Are you a realistic person?: Yes
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off: if I can avoid it, I will
Are you a strong person: obviously!!! hahahaa
Are you a strong willed person: I have weaknesses
Who is the last person to e-mail you: Megan Bates
Do you hate chain e-mails: More than you hate anything
Are you a deep sleeper: DEEP deep
Are you a good story teller: Very
What is your greatest accomplishment: Winning a tough wrestling match over a ranked varsity kid
Do you like to burn candles or incense: LOVE
Do you have your own credit card: No
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: buy food, and pay for rent, never work again if I save it right
Do you have a check book: No
Do you like your drivers license: Hate it, don't show it
Do you tan easily: Very
What color is your hair naturally: dark brown
How many fillings do you have: not a single one, believe it or not
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit: Never had a cavity
Worst feeling in the world?: Losing someone
Best feeling in the world: being 100% sure of something
Is the glass half empty or half full: Once I notice I'm losing some of my drink, I drink slower
Last thing you downloaded: Yatta, an asian music video
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: Not yet..
What do you think people think of you: "is he gay?"
Are you a likeable person: most people think so
Do you love your bf/gf: I don't know, he cheats on me a lot
What's your favorite phrase: Hey, I like the boys

Meganizzler

Sat, 08 May 2004 06:07:07 GMT

So tonight I hung out with Megan. It was the most fun I've had in a longlong time. I bought Modest Mouse, and it will forever remind me of Meg. I saw Paul at the mall and he bought one hundred million french fries and it rocked. I met a lot of new people, and ran into an old friend (brooke) I love her. Megan gave me cookies, which were SO GOOD.. ahh.. so good. I got to hang out with B-mac for a while, which is always a delight. mmm.. I'm really tired and no one's on. I really hope everyone likes my cheer picture.

Open your mouth and SHUT THE FUCK UP

Fri, 07 May 2004 21:25:28 GMT

So... I'm getting some cookies today. Hardcore. I took some new pictures of myself. I have yet to upload them. Today was a sucky day, but I got to play tennis. Tennis is awesome. Tomorrow is Tony Lobdell's memorial thing. It's gonna be really sad. I'm gonna give Olivia a huge hug. I also get to see Steve tomorrow. Steve's a cool guy. I gotta go soon to see Megan AT THE MALL. Megan is so cool. I can't wait. I feel kinda tired. ::smacks self:: I need to wake up. lalala BYE.

Oh yeah, my journal looks different now.